Hopeless Wisher...

I have wished and hoped...

tht...I would sit next to u near a beach...with my head on ur shoulders...leaving the world behind...

tht...I cuddle into u when i am tired and watch television....

tht...I would cook for u once...

tht...I would like to go with u in the depths of the sea knowing nothing would happen bcoz u were there..

tht...I would hold your hand nd walk along those paths which scare me..

tht...I would dress up for u once..

I have thought of ways to meet u..nd then decided against it...

tht...I would take u for shopping...

tht...I could love u with my whole heart...with no fear from anywhere...

tht...u would be the reason for my existence...

But I never said it until now...bcoz they were wishes nd hopes...

I am a hopeless wisher...

I know nothin of it is ever ever possible...

Whenever I have wished or hoped, most of the time it has been broken..

I know these are already broken...

There would be no point wishin at all...bt I dared to wish...U taught me how to...

Nd I did wish...knowing very well tht they are impossible...tht every single one of them is impossible...

Its nt easy for me too to take in the impossible...

Its nt easy to tell u its impossible...it takes courage to tell the same person nd yourself over nd over again its impossible...

There is a barrier of over 4000 km nd 5 yrs...which we can not break...and it will never break...

I dont know wht love is all abt...frankly speaking I really dont care anymore wht it is all about...

All I know is...U are someone special nd close...

The age difference is huge...the two individuals involved are complete opposites who have managed to form a relation tht binds them...

This thread cannot be broken no matter how much we try...bcoz we can`t..

I cant delete U from my life..

Bcoz life gave U to me as a gift...

To understand myself...U...and the world we comprise...