Sunday, August 22, 2010

The delete button!

All everyone talks at one point or when they are depressed is
"I wish I had a rewind nd delete button nd undo all the things in my life tht went wrong".

Little do they realise tht whtever we are today is bcoz of those wrong things we do....our moral values...our sensibilities...everything varies with time nd age...
If we were to undo all the "mistakes" we think we made...then never ever would we become "WE"...

It would be someone totally different...
We wouldn't have the same frnds...the same feeling of frndship...
We wouldn't have our morals...
We wouldn't have the same values...

Not everything in life can be corrected...
Not everything is meant to be corrected...
Whtever can be corrected is given a second chance much later in life when we "realise tht it needs to be undo" or grow "big" nd "mature"...

Everything is destined from before...all cues rehearsed...like it is said...the world is a huge stage nd we are just actors playing our role skillfully....
Nd its very rare tht we get another chance....bt its also imp to remember tht we do get tht only bcoz the "mistake" can be corrected!

Dont hope to get a chance...
Dont wish to undo things..
Dont let the "wrongs" get to u...

Believe there was a reason u didnt get there...
Believe tht there was a reason it all had to happen...
Believe tht nd move on...

Bcoz its easy to forgive others for the "mistakes" they made...
Bt its difficult to forgive oneself for all the "mistakes" we think we made...
Nd the more we think abt it...the more it will pain us inside...

Dont wish life had a rewind or undo button...bcoz then u will realise tht the more u "undo" nd "rewind", the more chapters of ur present life will get deleted!

Monday, August 9, 2010

Love nd Hate

He said "nothing in this world can affect our relation" yet everything affected...
He said "I will be there for u always" yet when i need him the most he disappeared...
He said he understood me yet when understanding is required he went away...
He said he will love me forever yet when i need love he is never there to give it...

"I HATE YOU" Satvika screamed.
"I hate u...i hate u...why did u leave me like this?...Broken shattered....why did u give me false promises....Why did u say forever when u had to leave early?...Was ur forever this short???I Hate u....I hate u "...Satvika screamed nd shouted nd fell on her knees crying inconsolably...
It had been 10 days since Amit had left her....
She had house arrested herself....crying madly....screaming shouting...nd just crying...
She had given up eating....locked the doors nd windows...slept little nd just kept on repeating "HIS" words over nd over again...
She had gone insane by the 7 th day....she had nt bathed....her kajal all smudged over her face due to intense howling nd squalling...she had almost lost her voice due to mad yelling nd screaming...
The walls of her house were filled with the words he said...love nd hate words...she had practically carved the words i hate u on her body....She had lost all her mental stability...
She was just waiting for death to take her away...
She just hurted herself over nd over again...
Blood stains lay all over the floor....the walls filled with it too...
She had to drag herself from one corner of the room to another coz she had no energy...her place stinked...there were all sorts of insects over....bt all she cared was HE had left her...HE had made false promises nd now SHE hated HIM....atleast thts wht she thought!

And from a small window of the opposite building a small girl looked at her everyday....All she understood were the words LOVE painted with blood on the wall she could see...
On the 10th day she silently said a prayer to God..
"God if this is wht is LOVE nd this is wht it does to us...then i dont wanna love anyone"

Up above....God just shook his head in dismay seeing how wrong the concepts of LOVE nd HATE were in his beloved earth!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Relations...

Its an everyday talk...Relations....nd we have quite a many....nd each relation is different from the other...
The uniqueness abt humans are the way they handle each relation as time nd destiny throws it at them...
Nowadays...when ppl talk abt "Relationships" it usually means dating or romancing someone...the true essence of the word is slipping away with time as hugs..kisses....girlfriends nd boyfriends take over the very meaning..
Ppl are forgetting with time... tht "relationship" doesn't always mean tht...its depth is more than wht is seen on the surface...
Relationships also mean...commitment....time...destiny...laughters with hints of tears...its a roller coaster ride where one doesn't know wht will happen after each bump they face....whether it will fall nd shatter or make it till the very end...

Described by dictionaries it is a state of emotional connectedness between two individuals...nd the meaning is very true...
Today we all have emotional connectedness with so many many people...either through blood or family or frnds...
There is a lot involved in every "relation"...bcoz 2 individuals are involved in them...

We are nt defined by our character or our attitude...
we are defined by the "relations" we keep with everyone around us...