L,O,V,E- these are four harmless alphabets which when joined together form a word tht infects ur mind body and soul.
Its like a virus which takes away everything from you. Its grows at a speed tht one can never think of. It destroys everything inside you.
And if one dose of this virus isnt enough to destroy you...then it keeps injecting itself in you in some form or another till it destroys you.
She held her heads in her hands and cried. There is nothing else she could do. She just sat and cried.
At times its easier to just cry. She just wanted HIM to hold her once.Hold her gently but firmly with his arms around her. She wanted him to cradle her against his chest once. She wanted him to tell her that everything would be fine, that he would be here for her and that they would find a way to be together.
She needed him. She wanted him. She craved for his touch. She missed his voice. she had to see his eyes light up when he would smile. She longed to see his hair messed up.
She required him.
And he was never going to be there.
Never going to hold her, touch her.
Never going to smile again at her or mess his hair cause she loved it soo much.
Never going to keep talking cause she was always charmed by his voice.
Never going to be here, never going to be hers.
Never, never, never.
Loving someone is never easy, loving a man who will never be yours is intolarable, loving a married man who will never be yours but loves u back is the worst of the lot.
And it was the third type of virus tht had infected her. It had taken everything with it. All of her.