Finally....

It had been six months...

Six cold nd long months..

Six self questioning months...

And IT all came down yest...IT all just went away...

The pain...the hurt...the hard feelings....the soft feelings...

Now i am back to wht I was...being me...in some way...

It was 6 months..after which the walls broke down finally...

Six months after which they all left me...

The memories a blur...to start a fresh present...

All it took was to hear:

" I am glad to have u as a frnd nd I am sorry for all the wrongs I have done to u"

It just took tht....and another 8 hrs....just to sit there hearing and listening...

Hearing...my pain...my hurt...my frustration...my self questioning...my hard nd soft feelings go away...

Listening....to my faith...to my heart...to my hope...my frndship...my peace of mind...my self respect....coming back...

It took me 6 months...to finally fly free...

To come out of my cocoon...

And nt in the near future am I ready to face the metamorphosis again...

I faced it once...

Nd took away whtever i had of me...

Which with great difficulty i am finding again...

And till the time i do...i ask all of IT to stay away...

Give me time...dont get me down any more!

I dont have the patience...the stamina to face u anymore..

Will break nd break if it happens once more...

I just beg of u...

Let me find myself for once...