Monday, August 9, 2010

Love nd Hate

He said "nothing in this world can affect our relation" yet everything affected...
He said "I will be there for u always" yet when i need him the most he disappeared...
He said he understood me yet when understanding is required he went away...
He said he will love me forever yet when i need love he is never there to give it...

"I HATE YOU" Satvika screamed.
"I hate u...i hate u...why did u leave me like this?...Broken shattered....why did u give me false promises....Why did u say forever when u had to leave early?...Was ur forever this short???I Hate u....I hate u "...Satvika screamed nd shouted nd fell on her knees crying inconsolably...
It had been 10 days since Amit had left her....
She had house arrested herself....crying madly....screaming shouting...nd just crying...
She had given up eating....locked the doors nd windows...slept little nd just kept on repeating "HIS" words over nd over again...
She had gone insane by the 7 th day....she had nt bathed....her kajal all smudged over her face due to intense howling nd squalling...she had almost lost her voice due to mad yelling nd screaming...
The walls of her house were filled with the words he said...love nd hate words...she had practically carved the words i hate u on her body....She had lost all her mental stability...
She was just waiting for death to take her away...
She just hurted herself over nd over again...
Blood stains lay all over the floor....the walls filled with it too...
She had to drag herself from one corner of the room to another coz she had no energy...her place stinked...there were all sorts of insects over....bt all she cared was HE had left her...HE had made false promises nd now SHE hated HIM....atleast thts wht she thought!

And from a small window of the opposite building a small girl looked at her everyday....All she understood were the words LOVE painted with blood on the wall she could see...
On the 10th day she silently said a prayer to God..
"God if this is wht is LOVE nd this is wht it does to us...then i dont wanna love anyone"

Up above....God just shook his head in dismay seeing how wrong the concepts of LOVE nd HATE were in his beloved earth!

1 comment:

  1. I love the build up of this post, especially the use of colours.
    Beautiful and graphic, and of course, very true...

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