I was sitting on the staircase with the sun on my back and cool breeze blowing, with my hair scattered on my face....my ipod playin my favourite song...and i was lost into deep thought...
My exams had just got over nd i was doin the thing i loved the most...be lost in a world where only Me nd My thoughts were allowed...were no one judged me...where i did nt have meet anyones expectations nd...where i could finally be alone...
Yes i am loner...nd i have no regrets in being one...
I have always heard tht its painful to be one...bt I dont think so...ppl who are nt find a loner to be cynical...bt the ones who are can relate to everyone...
Its nt easy to be loner...its difficult...bcoz u ALWAYS want to hide away from the world nd be lost in a world of your own...then the world becomes a place from which you want nothing...where u have no expectations nd where if u are broken or hurt it doesnt matter because in the process of being a loner u go through so much of pain tht pain given by "materialistic" things dont matter...
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When the littlest of appreciation makes u happy....
When all u need is a small pat on ur back when u are down...
When a hug gives u all the encouragement u neeed....
When ppl matter so much tht u forget urself admist them...
AND
When tht happens...u turn into a loner....bcoz at times all u want is urself...to disappear into a world where u can be at peace coz out of it no one is there to understand u!
Being a loner is nt a crime...its just a phase...
And for ME...
the longer the phase the better is it!
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