Reverberates of my heart...

I have started talkin more to myself...

Loosing out on topics to talk on...

On issues to argue on...

People term it as a metamorphosis...

Bt its turning me insane...

Coz its breakin me inside...

All i need is nt someone to LISTEN to my HEART bt someone to LISTEN to the PAIN behind the ECHO of my HEARTBEATS...

Its breakin me inside...this pain its creating...

Nd it isnt the first time its happenin...bt everytime tht it does it deepens the wounds tht have been created in tht thing we call our heart...

Its just another one of those times where my pain has become more family than anything or anyone else...

Its just another one of those moments where ppl can nt read between my lines nd feel the pain i am goin through...

Its just another one of those instants where i am loosin myself...

I keep learning every day how far i am goin from who i used to nd discover a new me...

Someone i dont know...someone who is different..someone who is searching for me...coz she is a new me...

Someone i cant understand well..coz i dont her yet...i dont her how frndly she will be...or how quickly will i understand her....

Coz though being ME...she is still nt ME...

I hate this phase... cause it brings out a new me...

I love this phase...cause it brings out a new me...

And today...

I dont know who i am...i dont know wht i was...nd i dont know who i want to become...

Coz i need...

I need nt someone to LISTEN to my HEART bt someone to LISTEN to the PAIN behind the ECHO of my HEARTBEATS...